I was watching TV last night. On Entertainment Tonight they were talking about Kate Middleton and her dress size. I have always thought that she was a very beautiful woman and also very thin. They asked some to guess her dress size. They announced that it was a UK size 8 which is a US size 6. I was stunned to say the least I would have guessed a US 2 or something. This leads me to a thought as I am a US size 6 right now. I totally don't see myself as thin.
Does anyone else deal with this? I still feel some days that I am wearing a 20. Or that I am close to that. I wear small tops and 6 bottoms. I have often thought about heading to the children's section to see what I find by way of pants as they used to fit me so well years ago as I am so short. Yet I still feel like I am fat.
I felt totally guilty today and confessed to my best friends at work that I had a Mello Yello today. I hadn't had one in two months, but since I hit 10 lbs to go, I just wanted one. Then I talked to them about how guilty I felt after I drank it because I may "wake up and have all of the weight back!" I am seriously f***ed up. Of course being great like they are they told me one soda wasn't going to put me over the edge and make me gain 70 lbs, then proceeded to give me twizzlers. Aren't they the bestest!? LOL
I guess my question to all is "When did you start to feel your size?"