I went on Wednesday and got my fill back that I had taken out in January. I have calmed down a bit and started eating... and eating... and eating! Finally, after I ate everything in my desk at work one day, I called my surgeon's office and they got me in 2 days later! Thank goodness. I am not having the trouble with this fill level like I was last time.
I am having issue with something though and I don't know how to deal with it. I feel like I may be falling into a depression. I haven't had the desire or energy to spend any "quality time" with the hubby lately. I spend most of my time sitting in a chair where a month ago, I would have been exercising. I don't know what is up with me. I have been avoiding talking to my mother too much as I am afraid I will slip and tell her I am coming to visit next weekend, but I don't think that is it. I just feel down. Maybe a stage through this process? I do have a question for you all though. I want to buy my mother a grief book to take her when I go out to visit next weekend. Any suggestions? I have her some other things too, but this she really needs. Well time is up for my computer time this morning. I need to go and get ready for work. Juvenile Delinquents will be waiting today!!! No school so I am BUSY! Have a great one!
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Have fun on your date tonight! Sorry I don't have any suggestions for a book, but I'm sure anything you get her will be perfect. :)
I don't have a good book idea! But I am sure there are a few other ladies that will!
Your date night sounds wonderful..can't wait to hear about it~
About feeling down, I really feel like you managed all of the grief so well over the last few months. You were the strong one. Now just maybe your time for a little down-ness. YOu are aware of it and that is a really good start I think!
It is a stage and it sucks but it's necessary.
A good book I'd recommend, off the top of my head is
http://www.amazon.com/Grief-Grieving-Finding-Meaning-Through/dp/0743266293/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1298048630&sr=8-1
I have another I like on my shelves at home but I need to doublecheck the title and author. I'll send it over the weekend.
Hang in there. Grief is a long process and just when you think you are moving on, there's a setback. When I lost my mom, I was still dealing with it five years later - although not nearly as much as within the first six months. Whatever is going on - let yourself. If sitting in your chair is what feels right, then don't beat yourself up for that. That's what I've learned....
I can't imagine what you are going through and I wish I had some wisdom to pass on. I do hope you have a lovely and fun date!
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