My husband has still been absolutely amazing. This sounds awful, but this event has drawn us much closer together. We depend on each other so much more now. My husband is not one to express himself directly, but he put the nicest memorial on my brother's facebook page. I knew that they had been close, but I didn't realize how much so until I read his words.
On a happier note, I bought a goal outfit!!!! I will fit in it someday! It is a size 6. We are going to Hawaii in November. I am in a 10 now, with some 8's starting to fit. I really hope to be at goal by November. I have 23 lbs to go!