More rantings! I know everyone is tired of hearing them.

So I break down and call the surgeons office again,I am beginning to think that I have ADHD or something.   Or maybe more rightly, OCD.  Anyway, I call.  This time the different secretary answered and put me on hold several times.  I was beginning to think she was  a little scatterbrained as she kept forgetting who I was and why I called.  Next thing I know, the lady whose desk my file was supposed to be on for the last 2 weeks answers.  JACKPOT!  but no...  She gives me this sob story about how they have been short handed as 2 in the office are out right now and how she has been staying late working on medical necessity letters, but hadn't gotten to work on mine yet.  I was very nice about it and told her how I was really hoping to hear something soon as summer is quickly approaching and I really need to know where to put surgery in my schedule.  She said that the understood and would TRY to get to it.  She did tell me that she would call me when she faxes to insurance so I will know.  I know that everyone is probably tired of hearing me rant and complain.  I just want to get out of this holding pattern.  It feels like I am on a plane out on the tarmac and I have to pee, but the plane won't take off or go back to the terminal.  Just stuck and miserable...
I want to be skinny!